heh...hehehe...
Our boys rode those horseys outta town! For those that dont follow....Warriors beat the broncos...at the game E was at..and E, being the avid Bronco's fan that he is, is very Unimpressed. Me? I am thrilled to bits.
Isn't life grand.
Still counting down. Getting nervous now.
3 days til I do something to the sky
7 days til the dreaded appt
It occured to me today that while I know there is a good chance IVF may be our only option if E's results dont improve, the Heart refuses to accept it just yet. It's almost like the Head and Heart have decided they are not on speaking terms until someone 'professional' says the words to make that connection happen again. I seem to have become quite the expert in keeping the twain from ever meeting. How else would I cope when other people announce they are 'expecting' and I'm still back here at the starting line. Not that getting pregnant is a race. Of course not. But still...there are friends who are now racing off through their pregnancies, and friends who have gone beyond the finishing line with their fast growing babies. And here we are. So while the Head knows We are all very likely to be told IVF is all We have left, the Heart is not yet willing to listen. Which for now is probably a good thing. Now would not be the best time to turn into a blubbering snot-nosed mess. After all, life goes on around us. I still have the Son to worry about. I still have to get up and go to work as per normal every weekday, regardless of whether I FEEL normal or not. (Bearing that in mind, I have chosen not to go to work on the day of the appt. I have this 'feeling' that the Heart is not going to cope pretending everything is normal, with whats at stake here)
As I sit here typing, I am also shaking my head at our mental cat. When someone has a cat who has just reached adulthood, it is probably not such a good idea to go and get a kitten, thus making the older cat relive HER kittenhood. She was a scatty kitten, now she is just a scatty cat. And a rather heavy one to boot. Much as it would disgust her to know, she looks downright comical. Especially when there is a plastic bag available for the playing. Said kitten was a replacement for her brother who had been bowled over by a car app 2 weeks earlier. Maybe the cats should make a mental note there. Playing chicken with those massive metal things zooming past is DEFINITELY not a good idea. No probably's about it.
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